Dear Jamie, I don’t understand still. It was on my mind again! Where ever I turn something reminds me of it. Where ever I’m cleaning, there’s something also there. I’m so frustrated. I don’t know if I’m suppose to have it close to me or continued to be pushed away from me. I’m so frustrated [...]
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The pain of death
Posted in Feelings and Emoitions on May 12, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Unintentional lingering
Posted in Feelings and Emoitions on April 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
A disturbing sound a cricket makes rips my ears. A disturbing sound a broken record makes tears my heart into pieces. A disturbing sound an action makes tears my whole world apart. I shatter into pieces everyday… lingering unintentionally. Basically, I haven’t been myself lately. I been either having disturbing nightmares or dreams. Everyday there [...]
Weak Knees
Posted in Feelings and Emoitions on March 6, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I don’t get myself sometimes. I’ve learned that being a good soldier means being strong, courageous, and passionate. I try- though, not hard enough. Deep down inside, I’m weak. I can’t get myself to be stronger unless my rock will help me become stronger spiritually, emotionally, and maybe even physically. I get depressed because I [...]
Posted in Feelings and Emoitions on February 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I think to myself Is it possible to have the romance life every girl wants? I expect way too much for myself when it comes to having a romantic life. Maybe I’m living in a world where I don’t realize how important other things are around me. Am I not satified enough? Is there something [...]
